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my message to jordan...it was so stupid for me to send it but I did..
Alright look. Even though I know what you think about me shouldn't matter I feel like I need to atleast clear my name. For the Lakiesha & tucky thing...wtf Lakiesha has no reason to lie to you? Minus the fact that she WANTS YOU LIKE NO OTHER. wtf Jordan lets think straight here. & Tucky just wants you to get over me...which she's right you should but I didn't do shit here. Tucky is sick & tired of you thinking about me yadda yadda yadda. It makes perfect sense. I am just tired of this shit with you saying I am spreading an elaborate web of lies because I'm not. I care about you a lot but lately I don't really know how to handle my feelings this is very true. & I am not some horrible person that's been lying to you or w/e like you've accused me of. I guess if it makes me easier to get over then go for it I'm not stopping you. I never stopped you from dating I wanted to work shit. I know at first I was really scared about it...but I did honestly want to. But I guess you're right we've both changed due to the circumstances. So if this is what you want then take it, I'm not asking for anything of you. I just wanted to make sure when you remembered me it was all the times we would lay in you're bed, or when we went to baker park, or when we would swim with the family & just chill. I don't want you to remember me on a bad note because we couldn't work shit out. I dunno. I just needed to get this shit off my chest. I love you...since that's probably the last time you'll ever get it out of me again.
Melissa
his message back...
those times are dead along with our relationship and you did lie and the reason i kept on thinking about you because you made me believe i had a reason to. its ok its done everything is done. nothing ever happened just a blank spot in history. 7 months gone. think how you want and ill think how i want. k k again if i can get my shit back that would be good. if you want yours just tell me but yea its dead, redundant to think about at all so whatever. peace
I read it & cried. I called Doug and he came and saw me...
I have the greatest boyfriend ever.
Jordan was a waste of time.
But lesson learned.
I love Doug..not that you guys care
no one ever comments or anything...not even when I was having surgery
Oh well its just el jay right?
love.
Alright look. Even though I know what you think about me shouldn't matter I feel like I need to atleast clear my name. For the Lakiesha & tucky thing...wtf Lakiesha has no reason to lie to you? Minus the fact that she WANTS YOU LIKE NO OTHER. wtf Jordan lets think straight here. & Tucky just wants you to get over me...which she's right you should but I didn't do shit here. Tucky is sick & tired of you thinking about me yadda yadda yadda. It makes perfect sense. I am just tired of this shit with you saying I am spreading an elaborate web of lies because I'm not. I care about you a lot but lately I don't really know how to handle my feelings this is very true. & I am not some horrible person that's been lying to you or w/e like you've accused me of. I guess if it makes me easier to get over then go for it I'm not stopping you. I never stopped you from dating I wanted to work shit. I know at first I was really scared about it...but I did honestly want to. But I guess you're right we've both changed due to the circumstances. So if this is what you want then take it, I'm not asking for anything of you. I just wanted to make sure when you remembered me it was all the times we would lay in you're bed, or when we went to baker park, or when we would swim with the family & just chill. I don't want you to remember me on a bad note because we couldn't work shit out. I dunno. I just needed to get this shit off my chest. I love you...since that's probably the last time you'll ever get it out of me again.
Melissa
his message back...
those times are dead along with our relationship and you did lie and the reason i kept on thinking about you because you made me believe i had a reason to. its ok its done everything is done. nothing ever happened just a blank spot in history. 7 months gone. think how you want and ill think how i want. k k again if i can get my shit back that would be good. if you want yours just tell me but yea its dead, redundant to think about at all so whatever. peace
I read it & cried. I called Doug and he came and saw me...
I have the greatest boyfriend ever.
Jordan was a waste of time.
But lesson learned.
I love Doug..not that you guys care
no one ever comments or anything...not even when I was having surgery
Oh well its just el jay right?
love.