me plus alcohol equals stupid
so last night after whatever. i don't know. i was drunk and for some reason or another i ended up crying to justin and he got mad at me... and... he hasn't called me... all day.
god dammit i hate my life, why do i do this stupid shit all the time? no wonder he hates to come out with me, i always end up getting drunk and then i get sleepy and then i get irritable and then he does something stupid and then i cry. or i get met or. god i'm immature and i hate myself. i just.
boo me. and he usually calls even when he's upset or after i made an ass out of myself. i just. am slightly nervous. :-/ why wouldn't he call?
shit.
well the last few weeks have been eventful, i had to drive around edgewood looking for a drunk drunk doug last night, went to some thom guy's house and i don't know. and then last weekend i... i don't remember. went to mason's and chad's and adam duerksen's and crashed and this week i did nothing. god my life is boring.
and my boyfriend's probably goint to break up with me.
PERFECT.
if you were me then you'd be
screaming someone shoot me.
god dammit i hate my life, why do i do this stupid shit all the time? no wonder he hates to come out with me, i always end up getting drunk and then i get sleepy and then i get irritable and then he does something stupid and then i cry. or i get met or. god i'm immature and i hate myself. i just.
boo me. and he usually calls even when he's upset or after i made an ass out of myself. i just. am slightly nervous. :-/ why wouldn't he call?
shit.
well the last few weeks have been eventful, i had to drive around edgewood looking for a drunk drunk doug last night, went to some thom guy's house and i don't know. and then last weekend i... i don't remember. went to mason's and chad's and adam duerksen's and crashed and this week i did nothing. god my life is boring.
and my boyfriend's probably goint to break up with me.
PERFECT.
if you were me then you'd be
screaming someone shoot me.