May 31, 2005 22:09
dear friend,
well, today was an interesting one. woke up early, which considering my schedual for the past 3 months, was actually sleeping in, to do yard work. And because it was such a B-E-A-UTIFUL day out, i attempted to get a tan, but that didnt work. i still think i'm the most white italian person ever right now. not cool. Got the pool set up, helped my mom in the garden and then realized it was 12:30. Then i showered and went to see Shaun for a bit. Then i came back home for about an hour, and went to the High school play. It was cute, but i definately saw the one person that i didnt want to see, mrs. freakin yalden. oy. but i did get to see the last of the drama club people i once knew and loved.
me: not to sound like a petifile or anything, but 3 of the guys who played "the beatles" were really cute
joella: yeah, they are all freshman
me: well, i'm definately feeling alittle old right now
so then i came home and the desmonds and mrs caldwell came over for dinner. and they left at about 9:45. and about 10 minutes ago sean called me to tell me that he was on his way to the hospital because he fell off his bike at home and hurt his back. I know he'll be alright, but i started to cry on the phone, probably because i couldnt be there with him. i definately just realized how much i love him. its so wierd how that happens, it was like a big smack in the face. i know he'll be fine, he's with his family, and i'm sure he'll be alright, he has to be, but the fact that i cant be there right next to him right now is just killing me so much that i'm giving myself a headache from crying. so i should probably go to bed.
that was my interesting day.
love always
<3 JD