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whats happening to me, i dont want to go through this again! i told myself i never would!i cant do this by myself!! i cant, i dont even have a friend to cry to,its just alawysa been you, always, for years, its been you. where are you? where are you?i cant breath or take a bath. where am i? you dont even call me, on saturday itll be the 8th day u havnt had to see me, did u have a good vacation, i had happy hour everyday all day, today and last night was the worst, i walked home last night at 3,.i couldnt breath.i feel like i did at colorado springs.like i got nothin except for the shit underneath my bunk, long hair and burn marks.i cant walk.i dont want to drink with anyone anymore everyone thinks im depressed, nobody likes to hang out with me anymore, and then i just get mad and get in fights with people because they dont care.i feel like when icry it aint enough.
i just want to know why now, why now rich, why do this at this toughest point, why dig the deapest when i already have, no u have! u got me pregnant and you dont even care!i have to deal with this all by myself!!!!!i have to go to the clinic all by myself when i get home, i wont have anyone there when i get home..
i just want to know why now, why now rich, why do this at this toughest point, why dig the deapest when i already have, no u have! u got me pregnant and you dont even care!i have to deal with this all by myself!!!!!i have to go to the clinic all by myself when i get home, i wont have anyone there when i get home..