One day At a Time...
...DiStAnCe...
Decisions are not my thing. I can only hope that everything works out for the best, and I know it will. I have always chosen to follow my heart but I think its confused this time. It never fails to lead me in the right direction but I can't help but worry about it. What if I'm making the biggest misake of my life? I think I need to find out the hard way even though it will hurt. It's already killing me, but I know I would hate myself if i let this one pass by.
Still, nothing changes between us. Everything is brighter than before, I can see things clearly. I love you and you me. That alone could keep me going forever.
it has not been confirmed with a diagnosis but I am pretty sure by considering my self- evaluations that I suffer from a chronic case of ADD. I know that nothing in this life if handed to you, and you are the only person that can make things you want to happen happen. I want everything now- sometimes i make rash decisions- I guess that's just who I am. Love me anyway- hah
So yes- I like Marshall...had a good visit- got a decent offer- still some things to think about. I've got 5 days to decide. God, Please Help Me.
Instead of thinking so far ahead alls i want to think about is tomorrow, and what a great day it will be. Got soccer from 9-11, then hanging with my baby, THAI THAI HERE WE COME!! yeahhh Spider Roll... CT, most def.
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<3 baby, <3