starting with tuesday
i had a sweet picnic planed and really wanted to see my girlfriend. but she canceled and it bummed me out.
so i went to my great AUNTS house so my brother could fix her computer. first think i ever heard her say"ill be surprised to see another year". its sad and i wish she was being taken better care of she was cute. and told me i had a "head of hair" its a Vogel thing if you didnt know. im also the "cutest thing". but you already knew that. then i went to my moms house and ate pizza it was really good. i also hand tossed it. that was another part of the date so she could have met my mom. and my moms new puppy. named KC its real cute and nice and plays with their other dog like they are trying to kill each other but the share(the lab) is 6 times KCs size and hits her across the room.
i also visited my grandfathers grave and noticed a new head stone that had a superman "S" on it LOL.
it was still a bad day because all i wanted to do was to be with one person. she then text me that night about being "confused". i asked about what and she said "everything" well i think im a part of everything.
leading to today i broke up with my girl friend but im also still confused about what all she meant and i think i did it just to prevent her from breaking up with me a week from now. and she needed space to think so i thought she meant space with out me. i think i meant well by doing what i did but i dont know how that could be the right thing to do to someone you like. now im really confused and i need to talk to her. ive tried talking to other people about things and the situation and i got an array of responses. i just need to know what she wants and maybe ill realize if i want what i just asked for
FUCK this is TMI
so i went to my great AUNTS house so my brother could fix her computer. first think i ever heard her say"ill be surprised to see another year". its sad and i wish she was being taken better care of she was cute. and told me i had a "head of hair" its a Vogel thing if you didnt know. im also the "cutest thing". but you already knew that. then i went to my moms house and ate pizza it was really good. i also hand tossed it. that was another part of the date so she could have met my mom. and my moms new puppy. named KC its real cute and nice and plays with their other dog like they are trying to kill each other but the share(the lab) is 6 times KCs size and hits her across the room.
i also visited my grandfathers grave and noticed a new head stone that had a superman "S" on it LOL.
it was still a bad day because all i wanted to do was to be with one person. she then text me that night about being "confused". i asked about what and she said "everything" well i think im a part of everything.
leading to today i broke up with my girl friend but im also still confused about what all she meant and i think i did it just to prevent her from breaking up with me a week from now. and she needed space to think so i thought she meant space with out me. i think i meant well by doing what i did but i dont know how that could be the right thing to do to someone you like. now im really confused and i need to talk to her. ive tried talking to other people about things and the situation and i got an array of responses. i just need to know what she wants and maybe ill realize if i want what i just asked for
FUCK this is TMI