If you feel discouraged then theres a lack of colour here
just time to think is all i need
thats all this is about
not like anyone will read it anyways lol
this is fact not fiction for the first time in years
all the girls in every girly magazine cant make me feel any less alone
does anyone find it wierd that im alone but yet dont like anyone?
whenever i listen to Death Cab i think of my bro who showed me them
i think of alot of things
heck i think of everything thats happened or that i fear
i look in the mirror and im not anywhere near who i use to be
for better or for worse it depends on what part of me you look at
can you tell me why you have been so sad? i ask myself that all the time
i dont feel close to any of my best friends anymore
i dont feel good about myself anymore
i dont feel anymore
im emotionally numb
i live inside someone i dont recognize when i capture my reflection on accident.
this is me wearing my heart on my sleeve
i just dont know anymore im close to God im sad on the inside
im tired of being alone. I have him but i need something i can see, something i can touch, hear.
i need something
so this is the new year and i dont feel any diffrent
so everybody put your best suit or dress on and make believe that we are wealthy for just this once.
homework i hate it i miss so much not on purpose but because im so dumb and forgetful
id forget my name if someone didnt call it.
somebody cure my sickness
somebody fix my heart
why cant i be pretty and happy like everyone else?
or atleast be as good at pretending like they are.
somebody come into my life and help me through it
please im begging you help me
damn emotions to hell and let me be as numb as i feel
burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground and start new when your heart is an empty room
"To be or not to be, --that is the question:--
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them?"
I dont know you tell me...