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yesterday:
i got up at 6:20ish
got ready
went to my dads office to pick up files
my dads silver saab wouldnt start
had mr. chermack get us a car to drive
went to court in montrose
then payton and all his siblings picked me up
went to payton's house
then met my dad in tunnhanock at 7:30pm
longg funn dayy <33
paytons house = closeist thing to disney land (:
but..
idk shit with payton has been weird lately
like 6 months we've liked each other.
ohk so we had a brake when i broke up
with him for coty (MiSTAKE 0N MY PART!)
but still every time we see each other
we act together and cuddly/kissy stuff
like that. i dont kno what to think of
it i gess either it just needs time or
hes dragging me along im reall not too
sure :( anyways idk its been really hard
on me cuz i care about him alot.
'-. && i miss my mom a ton.
.-' i wish i could go see her
'-. but um the court suckkks
.-' and they wont alow me to.
'-. WHY DID SHE LEAVE?!
.-' why cant it just be like
'-. last summer and her live here.
*i have not gone on ONE vacation this
year i need to cuz like idk i NEED to
get away after getting in trouble and
shit i needa lil excape for a few days!
tonight im goin to the horse sale
with my dad ..ahh i love goin too
them. and its sumthing me and my
dad can do to "bondish" lol
so. um. ive been drinkin when
ive been depressive at nite.
baddd i kno; ive been making
it a habit. cuz idk i dont
wanna sit here and think anymore
and being shitface makes it go awaY<3
i miss samantha beaurboue! my best friend
she come home tomarrow HOPEFULLY<33 love her!
♥
katiee
get it rigghttt; &
let yaa sholder leann ; )
i got up at 6:20ish
got ready
went to my dads office to pick up files
my dads silver saab wouldnt start
had mr. chermack get us a car to drive
went to court in montrose
then payton and all his siblings picked me up
went to payton's house
then met my dad in tunnhanock at 7:30pm
longg funn dayy <33
paytons house = closeist thing to disney land (:
but..
idk shit with payton has been weird lately
like 6 months we've liked each other.
ohk so we had a brake when i broke up
with him for coty (MiSTAKE 0N MY PART!)
but still every time we see each other
we act together and cuddly/kissy stuff
like that. i dont kno what to think of
it i gess either it just needs time or
hes dragging me along im reall not too
sure :( anyways idk its been really hard
on me cuz i care about him alot.
'-. && i miss my mom a ton.
.-' i wish i could go see her
'-. but um the court suckkks
.-' and they wont alow me to.
'-. WHY DID SHE LEAVE?!
.-' why cant it just be like
'-. last summer and her live here.
*i have not gone on ONE vacation this
year i need to cuz like idk i NEED to
get away after getting in trouble and
shit i needa lil excape for a few days!
tonight im goin to the horse sale
with my dad ..ahh i love goin too
them. and its sumthing me and my
dad can do to "bondish" lol
so. um. ive been drinkin when
ive been depressive at nite.
baddd i kno; ive been making
it a habit. cuz idk i dont
wanna sit here and think anymore
and being shitface makes it go awaY<3
i miss samantha beaurboue! my best friend
she come home tomarrow HOPEFULLY<33 love her!
♥
katiee
get it rigghttt; &
let yaa sholder leann ; )