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well its been awhile, not too much to write about. i quit Tops last friday and went back to Dakota Watch Co. today, felt weird to be back. people still frustrate me, but i need to cut my ties and walk away, it would seem best, i think, to rid myself of that old life, which i look back on and am disgusted by it. how did it ever get to that point? why did i let it go that far? all i can do now is pick up the pieces and try and move on, which doesnt bother me as much as it used to. the season of new growth is upon us, eh, so why not go with it? ya know? i can dig it, why not. couldnt have come to this realization without the help of Dan and Brendon and another even bigger influence. quitting Tops was seriously such a relief, no more of that horrible negative energy bummin' me out. so YAY! and on a side note, i want a guy who doesnt constantly look at himself in the mirror or check himself out all the time, its rather quite annoying, and if you want to do something do it, dont roll the dice and expect to do it, jeez! okay thats it