Something to pass the time....
When things get hard, what do you do? Fight for it and try to get it all to work again? Do you give up and just move on with your life? Relizing that everything you have been fighting for has been for not, and it doesn't matter if you're around or not. Sometimes self-pity is something that can make you feel better, but come on... It's such a childish thing to do. We're all not children anymore. Which really sucks because I would give just about anything to just be a child again sometimes, but even back then.. losing my favorite doll was like the world ending for me. So would it be all that fun if things so simple can break down a world and make it caotic(SP).
I feel a little lost honestly. In a world of men, things seem so simple in my head sometimes but its so hard to explain anything to them and make it sound right. Yeah I have a lot of growing up to do.. hense why I am only 19. There is a life for me still unlived. And I fear I will never know what that life will be like. But no one ever knows what then endevors(SP) of their life is going to be like.
I feel a little lost honestly. In a world of men, things seem so simple in my head sometimes but its so hard to explain anything to them and make it sound right. Yeah I have a lot of growing up to do.. hense why I am only 19. There is a life for me still unlived. And I fear I will never know what that life will be like. But no one ever knows what then endevors(SP) of their life is going to be like.