I don't ask for much, but enough room to spread my wings...
Life works in mysterious ways. I put so much goddammned effort into avoiding everyone I could for so long just so that I could stay out CP's teenage agnst filled gossip circle. Shows what good that did. I also hate when I take the time to explain myself and I feel like it was all done for nothing. Take it in stride, that's life. I get tired of limbo situations much too easily. I think that's why I just want so badly, naturally, to be left alone. The reason why I tend to have a select group of no more than 10 friends usually and avoid aquaintences at all costs. I generally don't like to socialize among people that I barely know, or people that I have to fake a smile for just so that they don't tell so and so I was being a bitch, people that I have nothing in common with, people that just don't understand me in the slightest. I'm not a bitch. I'm not arrogant, nor do I even try to be rude or cold. I think that I learned a long time ago that if I wanted to keep my sanity, I had to stay out of the way of cliques and large groups of "friends"... you know, the kind that love to share your person life stories with the whole world, the kind that like to steal from you or use you - and if anyone reading this thinks it's about them in particular, it's not, get over yourself - this is about no one in particular. If anything, it's about things that I learned from people in Idaho before I even moved here. Or who knows, maybe subconciously it is, but for Christ's sake, no one get offended.
As for today, it was extremely productive. Got up around 11:00am and cleaned the house. Then, I went to Mildred-Elley and made my best attempt to sort out financial aid. Ran a couple of errands then came home. Once I got home, I hung out with the household and it's frequent visitors then went with slaytanicarmy and genocidedevice to get some movies from the Drive In Movie Store in Saratoga. The city was full of wreckless driving tourists that I think are put on this earth for the sole reason of driving me nuts.
My boyfriend and I watched Hellraiser II tonight, the only horror movies that every creep me out are Hellraiser movies and zombie movies. So of course, we ended up renting three Hellraiser films. We've been watching wierd movies lately... Pink Flamingos, Don't Be a Menace... (the one with the huge name), Hellraiser, Monty Python... good, but strange flicks.
Afterwards, the night proved to be wonderful, so I'm in a great mood at the moment. Time to go relax and catch some z's so that I'm well rested for my interview at Mapleleaf Daycare. I really can't express how glad I am that life is looking up. That there is some sort of blue print forming for my future... that it actually seems like I'm going somewhere.
As for today, it was extremely productive. Got up around 11:00am and cleaned the house. Then, I went to Mildred-Elley and made my best attempt to sort out financial aid. Ran a couple of errands then came home. Once I got home, I hung out with the household and it's frequent visitors then went with slaytanicarmy and genocidedevice to get some movies from the Drive In Movie Store in Saratoga. The city was full of wreckless driving tourists that I think are put on this earth for the sole reason of driving me nuts.
My boyfriend and I watched Hellraiser II tonight, the only horror movies that every creep me out are Hellraiser movies and zombie movies. So of course, we ended up renting three Hellraiser films. We've been watching wierd movies lately... Pink Flamingos, Don't Be a Menace... (the one with the huge name), Hellraiser, Monty Python... good, but strange flicks.
Afterwards, the night proved to be wonderful, so I'm in a great mood at the moment. Time to go relax and catch some z's so that I'm well rested for my interview at Mapleleaf Daycare. I really can't express how glad I am that life is looking up. That there is some sort of blue print forming for my future... that it actually seems like I'm going somewhere.