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First Guarentee Mortgage didn't bother to tell me earlier today that they were only hiring for their Latham offices. So that one is out of the question for the time being, until either A) I get a car and can drive to Latham or B) People leave the Saratoga location because college is starting again and they're hiring there again in a month or so. Most likely, one of those will eventually work. The hard part is now finding a job where I can make enough money to get by until those things work out. It's really hard getting a job that will pay my bills without any means of my own transportation. Basically, I have to find a job that is on the way to Albany and that the schedule matches up with forestfire's. The only other option, (which I am going to look into,) is the Stewart's right by our new house. That would work pretty well. It'll just depend on whether or not they're hiring. I'm pretty sure that I could get a job at a Stewart's... if I can't then my life is in a sad state of affairs.
Today has been thoroughly frustrating, and I've had a few flustered moments, but I've managed to pull myself out of them ina matter of minutes, trying to ignore the fact that nothing went the way that I wanted it to today. I'm really trying to be a more positive person without keeping everything bottled up. I used to be a positive person... I wonder what happened to her? Lately it seems like all of my optimism just got up and walked out the door. I'm finding that it's a hard thing to reclaim.
Financially, the facts are, that I would like to make about $1000/month without having to work an insane amount of hours. Which I can do if I work about 31 hrs/wk at First Guarentee Mortgage. If I have to work at Market Insights (or Guardian Loan) I believe that I'll have to work more along the lines of 40 hrs/wk. Working 40 hrs/wk, going to school 3 days/wk and doing my internship (this is if I can get the internship lowered to 8 hrs/wk instead of 12 hrs/wk,) - well... that's one hell of a busy schedule. I'm making sure that I have one day off per week, which would be Sunday. It's really nice to have Sunday's off. I'm just ready to pull my hair out over these stupid finances. I know that things will fall into place. I know that I'm not going to stay in this rut. I know that one by one, the pieces will come together and every so often break apart again. But I know that eventually I'll get a job that works and have enough money for rent, car, car insurance, gas and cigs... oh yeah... I have to cut down on smoking. I refuse to quit again... that was a disaster last time. So I'm going to try to work myself down to 10/day. Fuck you, I know that's sad, but it's true.
Okay, well I'm ending this horribly boring rant right about.............. now.
Today has been thoroughly frustrating, and I've had a few flustered moments, but I've managed to pull myself out of them ina matter of minutes, trying to ignore the fact that nothing went the way that I wanted it to today. I'm really trying to be a more positive person without keeping everything bottled up. I used to be a positive person... I wonder what happened to her? Lately it seems like all of my optimism just got up and walked out the door. I'm finding that it's a hard thing to reclaim.
Financially, the facts are, that I would like to make about $1000/month without having to work an insane amount of hours. Which I can do if I work about 31 hrs/wk at First Guarentee Mortgage. If I have to work at Market Insights (or Guardian Loan) I believe that I'll have to work more along the lines of 40 hrs/wk. Working 40 hrs/wk, going to school 3 days/wk and doing my internship (this is if I can get the internship lowered to 8 hrs/wk instead of 12 hrs/wk,) - well... that's one hell of a busy schedule. I'm making sure that I have one day off per week, which would be Sunday. It's really nice to have Sunday's off. I'm just ready to pull my hair out over these stupid finances. I know that things will fall into place. I know that I'm not going to stay in this rut. I know that one by one, the pieces will come together and every so often break apart again. But I know that eventually I'll get a job that works and have enough money for rent, car, car insurance, gas and cigs... oh yeah... I have to cut down on smoking. I refuse to quit again... that was a disaster last time. So I'm going to try to work myself down to 10/day. Fuck you, I know that's sad, but it's true.
Okay, well I'm ending this horribly boring rant right about.............. now.