Stuck in a rut
Alright, so I'm at that point where I dont know weither to hold a grudge or not. It's really hard not too but it also seems like a waste of energy and it's just stressing me out. Sometimes it feels like the only person I can like.. really count on is mike it's kidna ridiculous becuase it shouldn't be like that. I just feel like bitching right now cause I ran around for 2 hours hah. At least i'll have nice buns. I don't knwo the more I think about it the more i WANT university.. just to meet new people just a change. Obviously I still want to keep some friends close to me but I know that I definitly won't want others just becuase they're really really stupid. Hah, I think you all know who Im talking about it's just REALLY hard to pretend you like someone when you lose a LOT of respect for them I dont know, it's not like she was a slut or anything like that it's just that they didn't trust you... and I haven't even given her a reason not to trust me then she goes adn pretends it's okay whatever. I'll just see what happens..
Cheers.
Cheers.