Aug 28, 2004 21:52
ok well i'm like really really sad and kinda stressed out idk know ...well EVERYTHING was going like mustard on a hot dog me and my mom were talking bout her ex's and stuff hahahah but than my dad got home!!! and now it's YELLING!!! it really hurts to hear my mommy cry:(:(:(:( ok and hahah i'm crying while i'm typing this so like i'm sorry if i get some of the words wrong and stuff nicole if u read this heheh i told u i cry when my mom cries!! me and her have been through alot together so that's why i feel for her whenever she gets hurt it feels as if i'm her right there getting hurt:(:(:(:( but anyways her and my dad r thinking bout splitting up:( like my mom was telling him off kinda i guess like telling him things like we don't feel at home cuz of him and how she's thinking bout taking us kids and moving somewhere we can just be like alone without him she was also telling him that she doesn't need him to help her cuz she feels like she's on her own i don't know what to do i mean i love my dad although he's done some bad things i still have to love him but he's like i don't know at the same time i hate him soooooo much!!! like yesturday my baby sis (jasmine) got an award for S.O.T.M (student of the month) and my mom cried at 8:30 yesturday knowing that my baby sis was getting her very first award and there was no one there to cheer her on and make her feel loved:( if i would've known IF I WOULD'VE KNOWN about that award i would've asked to stay home!!! and now everything is just bout ready to explode at this point i guess..now we might move to who knows where!! and now my mom is yelling at him cuz they paid the deposit of this house with my money and they haven't paid me back but i'm not buggin ok well i just don't know what i'm gunna do...i can't wait til tomorrow hopefully me deano will be on!!! I MISS HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! i haven't talked to him in two days!!!!! that's so long!! I CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN!!!!!! well i'll go now hahahah this took me forever to type lol i'm like talking to a friend and going back and forth so it's hard but hey I FINISHED:D:D HURRUMPH FOR ME!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!! ok well i'll go now k?.......TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!
DEANO ME MISS U LIKE LOCO!!!!!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH BABY:-*:-*CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO YOU!!! bye ppl
*~*Angie*~*