lyfe sux
have u ever been so sick and tired of everything im sick and tired of being sick and tired i want to go to sleep and not wake up i want to have the things i want to be myself i want to be happy i want to let people kno how i feel i want to stop hideing i want to not worry about where or when im gunna eat next i want to be care free i want so many things but i guess u cant have everything u want like they say want in one hand shit in the other see wich one fills up faster
i kno u think that i dont have it that bad hell i didnt think i did ither but its all a lie i dont let people kno any thing no one knos what ive been thru not even now but b4 and i kno thats all history but as i get older more and more i realize all i have is me i have friend and family but they cant support me 4 the rest of my self i give credit to all the ppl who can make it thru shit like this cuz i kno 4 me it is so fuckin hard and honestly i dont think im going to make it im slippin further and further everyday acting like everything is ok and thats what fuckes every thig up worse i need help i kno i do but its hard to open up to any one 4 me every day i think theres a way out and i wont have to deal with the strugles in life and i could just pop a cupil pills and lay down but i kno im stronger than that bu i dont kno how much longer i can be i feel my self gettin weaker and weaker with every passing day
i cant live with my empty heart i havent the streangth to continue the burden of life is more than i can take some times i dont even kno what causes my pain and every one tells me it will be ok and to be strong but there wrong is it wron for me to think of suicide every day im tired of hating myself im tired of dreading tomarro im so jaded and im hiding here unknown im dying here unknown im sick of feeling alone im crying but no one can hear inside my soul is tearing apart but yet i sho no emotion no tears
well im done i have vented enough
i kno u think that i dont have it that bad hell i didnt think i did ither but its all a lie i dont let people kno any thing no one knos what ive been thru not even now but b4 and i kno thats all history but as i get older more and more i realize all i have is me i have friend and family but they cant support me 4 the rest of my self i give credit to all the ppl who can make it thru shit like this cuz i kno 4 me it is so fuckin hard and honestly i dont think im going to make it im slippin further and further everyday acting like everything is ok and thats what fuckes every thig up worse i need help i kno i do but its hard to open up to any one 4 me every day i think theres a way out and i wont have to deal with the strugles in life and i could just pop a cupil pills and lay down but i kno im stronger than that bu i dont kno how much longer i can be i feel my self gettin weaker and weaker with every passing day
i cant live with my empty heart i havent the streangth to continue the burden of life is more than i can take some times i dont even kno what causes my pain and every one tells me it will be ok and to be strong but there wrong is it wron for me to think of suicide every day im tired of hating myself im tired of dreading tomarro im so jaded and im hiding here unknown im dying here unknown im sick of feeling alone im crying but no one can hear inside my soul is tearing apart but yet i sho no emotion no tears
well im done i have vented enough