ahh hah
i havent updated at all in a wile but i am now alot of shit has gone down sice to much to even talk about but yea ive been chillin with some new homies wich is dope i acutlly get to leave my house n chill with ppl my own age so im happy bout that
i dont kno whats going on between me n sel we havent talked much since he left and it so hard because i love him and miss him so much but we'll have to work things out i kno it will be okk
but well im outty im tyerd of typin already
oh yea sneek tips nigga
#1 FUCK IT ON THE SNEEK TIP!!!
#2 BLANKIT MONSTER ON THE SNEEK TIP NIGGA WHUT!!!
LMAO
~~CARA~~
MCL
Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something, I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue, oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue,
Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs,
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile, who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now
I'm barely livin' in my skin, depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am heading, tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying, God please shwo me that silver lining
Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well, my heads full of hell and
This world's a jail but
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And as the pain begins to displace, had it to ear level
With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but no in the room
To whom it may consume, melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama
Like Othello, hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral
So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane
Am I insane
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now does it
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
i dont kno whats going on between me n sel we havent talked much since he left and it so hard because i love him and miss him so much but we'll have to work things out i kno it will be okk
but well im outty im tyerd of typin already
oh yea sneek tips nigga
#1 FUCK IT ON THE SNEEK TIP!!!
#2 BLANKIT MONSTER ON THE SNEEK TIP NIGGA WHUT!!!
LMAO
~~CARA~~
MCL
Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something, I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue, oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue,
Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs,
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile, who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now
I'm barely livin' in my skin, depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am heading, tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying, God please shwo me that silver lining
Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well, my heads full of hell and
This world's a jail but
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And as the pain begins to displace, had it to ear level
With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but no in the room
To whom it may consume, melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama
Like Othello, hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral
So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane
Am I insane
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now does it
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear