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it's such a weird feeling putting someone up on a pedestal and then realizing they're not all you thought in your mind that they would be.
surprisingly i'm okay with it, i'm not upset.
well i am. but not like the others.
maybe we both had an off weekend, but the airport goodbye was less than good.
goodbyes are never easy; but i kiss your cheek and you walk away.
that was monday and things went downhill for me after that.
1. i got a Nerd stuck in the earphone jack of my ipod.
2. one of my best friends is moving across the country at the end of the month.
3. my car needed new sparks plugs unless i liked driving like i was on drugs.
so whenever i get upset i buy things. badddd habit.
i woke up tuesday morning and said "today i'm getting a macbook."
and that's exactly what i did.
in other news, (500) Days of Summer is my new favorite movie.
i am Tom in a girls body. no doubt. now i have to see it againnn. loves it.
i wish i could turn off my blackberry and leave it at home for a day.
but i can't, i would have such bad anxiety. sad how we are all so dependent on technology.
something needs to happen in my life asap. i'm getting bored.
everyone is moving away i feel like. maybe it'll be my turn soon enough.
i wanna live in chicago, nyc, la, or atlanta.
somewhere big where they have a lot to do please.
winston, greensboro, and kernersville aren't cutting it for me.
surprisingly i'm okay with it, i'm not upset.
well i am. but not like the others.
maybe we both had an off weekend, but the airport goodbye was less than good.
goodbyes are never easy; but i kiss your cheek and you walk away.
that was monday and things went downhill for me after that.
1. i got a Nerd stuck in the earphone jack of my ipod.
2. one of my best friends is moving across the country at the end of the month.
3. my car needed new sparks plugs unless i liked driving like i was on drugs.
so whenever i get upset i buy things. badddd habit.
i woke up tuesday morning and said "today i'm getting a macbook."
and that's exactly what i did.
in other news, (500) Days of Summer is my new favorite movie.
i am Tom in a girls body. no doubt. now i have to see it againnn. loves it.
i wish i could turn off my blackberry and leave it at home for a day.
but i can't, i would have such bad anxiety. sad how we are all so dependent on technology.
something needs to happen in my life asap. i'm getting bored.
everyone is moving away i feel like. maybe it'll be my turn soon enough.
i wanna live in chicago, nyc, la, or atlanta.
somewhere big where they have a lot to do please.
winston, greensboro, and kernersville aren't cutting it for me.