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i feel like lately my mom doesn't want to talk to me.
and i need my mom, and she when she gives me short quick uninterested answer it hurts my feelings.
a lot.
yesterday i messed up at the salon. and i'm aware.
they gave me a walk-in for 4 when i got off at 5. granted, it was only a shampoo/style.
the only thing was that i was going to raleigh with some girls for a show and we had to leave shortly after 5 in order to make it.
this woman wanted stupid "pagent girl" styled hair. wtf, i don't even know how to begin to do that.
after 50 minutes of trying to make her hair look good, i started to get frustrated.
it wouldn't do what i wanted and i had to leave, there was zero volume.
so i asked my friend joel if he could help me out because i had to go and i did all his clients last saturday.
well i didn't think i would cause quite the uproar.
cheson said that i "dropped my scissors in the middle of a cut."
maybe if she hadn't been stuck up her ugly boyfriend's ass she would have realized that i didn't once touch scissors.
so now the owner wants to talk to me.
i feel literally sick to my stomach and i have to go in tomorrow on my day off to talk to her and take a class.
i'm so fed up with a lot of things at the moment.
all i wanted was to do something for myself and have fun for one night.
that's it. and this is what i get. a whole lot of crap.
the only thing that keeps me sane and from making a rash decision is the boy.
if it weren't for him i don't know what i'd do.
it's nice having support in times like this since everyone else couldn't give a shit.
i'll have a better update later, this is the first time i've updated since the end of december.
and i need my mom, and she when she gives me short quick uninterested answer it hurts my feelings.
a lot.
yesterday i messed up at the salon. and i'm aware.
they gave me a walk-in for 4 when i got off at 5. granted, it was only a shampoo/style.
the only thing was that i was going to raleigh with some girls for a show and we had to leave shortly after 5 in order to make it.
this woman wanted stupid "pagent girl" styled hair. wtf, i don't even know how to begin to do that.
after 50 minutes of trying to make her hair look good, i started to get frustrated.
it wouldn't do what i wanted and i had to leave, there was zero volume.
so i asked my friend joel if he could help me out because i had to go and i did all his clients last saturday.
well i didn't think i would cause quite the uproar.
cheson said that i "dropped my scissors in the middle of a cut."
maybe if she hadn't been stuck up her ugly boyfriend's ass she would have realized that i didn't once touch scissors.
so now the owner wants to talk to me.
i feel literally sick to my stomach and i have to go in tomorrow on my day off to talk to her and take a class.
i'm so fed up with a lot of things at the moment.
all i wanted was to do something for myself and have fun for one night.
that's it. and this is what i get. a whole lot of crap.
the only thing that keeps me sane and from making a rash decision is the boy.
if it weren't for him i don't know what i'd do.
it's nice having support in times like this since everyone else couldn't give a shit.
i'll have a better update later, this is the first time i've updated since the end of december.