busybusybusy is what Michelle is nowadays.
I get my 1st paycheck tomorrow! My dad is tryin' to tell me
what I should do with "my money." Complete bullshit. ha
Screw him.
I got this weird cold thingy. It's almost gone. I lost my voice Wednesday
morning. It was pretty gnarly. hah. My mom tried having a conversation
with me but I couldn't speak. it was all whispers. Nasolnex is my savor.
Um so, red is dead & I'm coloring my hair tomorrow.
ha. yuuuuup. you'll see :)
I really really miss my old lifestyle.
Which involved seeing my bestfriends everyday &
doing the most random shit. It seems like I don't have
time to see anyone or do anything. ha Kayla feels my pain.
The only thing I'm looking forward to now is the season premier of
Nip/Tuck which is Sept 5th. hah. Christian Troy ;]]]]]
I don't know it would be kindof cool to find someone to settle down with
for a while. Someone to look forward to see, someone to miss. Everyone
just wants to fuck around with no attachments. I guess I just look in all the wrong
places, alll theee timmeee hah whatevers. being single is cool, i guess ha always
& forever.
Nobody cares, & people are mean
ha I get drunk & give Brit lap dances.
"somethings wrong cause im always wasted, somethings gone and i just gotta face it,
i gotta change the way that im living, give up the facts, fast food and the women
cut down on the dope and the drinking i think i might even give up the thinking.
cause well i dont need much to make me feel good, no i dont need anything but loooveee"- The Real Tuesday Weld
listen to them ha