I'm sorry if i let down any of my close friends for a while.
I understand if you're upset with me or were. I just kind of
went crazy for a minute there.
I'm not into drugs if you kids are thinking that ha.
It was just, I had a friend stay with me for those 5 days
& it seemed like we got bored kind of & everyday we were
either really wasted or really high. I know I didn't act the same
& i just took some hydrocodine wtffff.
whats going on with mee
Jeff's a nice good guy friend. He watches over me even though
we dont really see much of eachother.
I want to know how it feels like to fall in love.
I dont know if i could do it though. I never fully give my
heart to anyone, and I probably never will. Maybe its the fact
that i'm afraid of getting hurt, or something. iunno.I always keep
my guard up. nobody really cares about me. I've said this so many times
but boys only see me as something to accomplish not to keep. OR, they'll be into
me for a certain amount of time, and give up..
GAH, i probably seem like some cheesy girl
begging for LOVE haha
Mega drunk mitch
ha the boys went off on tour. it's gonna be quiet for a while.
"its not gonna be alright, its not gonna be okay"