Agenda Sucide
Tonight i found the holy grail. so the combination of 3 hours of sleep, minimal food, 5 mixed drinks (sufers on acid ( jager, malibu, and pinalpple juice), rum and coke, whatever else) 8 beers, 9 cigs, and a few vicodin make me superman. i could lift, do, and manuipliate anything. i was working this wedding and more than 4 girls eye fucked the shit out of me (2 with boyfreiends) and i worked the fuck out of 2 of em but it didnt go far cause i like to play games too hard and i dont like leaving work unfinished. anyways. just let the poision spill. this party was sick.. made like $350 including wages and tips... and rocked the casba. this pressures unreal. tomorrow.. i might just get drunk around 10am cause i have to be in bed before 10.. not that i sleep anyways... its highly possible that i have insonmia, depression, paraniod skitsophrenia, or obsessive compulsive disorder, or any combintaion of the 4. im fucked up. no new news for anyone who knows me. ive been drunk for about a month minus like 3 days, and i can feel it.. but i dont care. i dare my liver to give out now.
i think kali is the only one who reads this anyways,, and its kinda become my drunk log and she already knows im fucking jacked and the only thing that can save me is myslef, but thats not gonna happen any time soon.
i think kali is the only one who reads this anyways,, and its kinda become my drunk log and she already knows im fucking jacked and the only thing that can save me is myslef, but thats not gonna happen any time soon.