For the first time in a long time
I didn't care. What a fun night! I now have another "this one time I took a bath at this random house" story. lol. I also opened myself up and I met someone new. He was a gentleman, texted to make sure I got home, and took me for Starbucks to sober up the next day (even though we were at his place until 5:30am). lol. But the thing is, I don't need to feel wanted by other people. I think I used to, but I'm learning how to want myself and I think that's great.
"Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?
Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to seeBut darling, stay with me
Why am I so emotional?
No, it's not a good look, gain some self-control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt"
"Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?
Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to seeBut darling, stay with me
Why am I so emotional?
No, it's not a good look, gain some self-control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt"