Jan 30, 2006 18:06
Since my last update, so many things have changed in the past 4 months or so. Things that cannot be seen, but things that can be felt. How do I feel?
I dont know. It seems that with every set back in my life I feel more callused. It seems to me that everything that happens to me is not fair and is not warranted. Now is this true? Maybe, maybe not... Regaurdless I still try to do the right things. Maybe life is a test of one's will to do the right things? How long can one last doing the right thing until he or she finally breaks and will take the easy way out?
This is my question...
What am I looking at, What do I want?
1. Graduation
2. My health
All that is going wrong or right stems from these two simple concepts. I do not know what else in store for me in the near future.
What can I do? My guess is to continue to do the right thing.
The only thing that I can be sure of without certainty is that I cherish those who are in my life right now. There is not doubt in my mind that I would not be the same if I did not have ceartain people in my life.
Now that it is officially a new year for us Chinese people, I look to new beginnings, better things and continual sucess