Better
Ok... last week was BAD. Mostly it was my won fault. I really like the Mandarin phrase "Don't think too much". I was clearly thinking to much, but it's not easy to make this annoying voice in your head to shut up. Logically, I know how I am supposed to feel, just I cannot feel like that in practice. Yet. I'm working on it. And I must say meeting my classmates for a huge dinner last time was helpful. But having a girl talk night with some of them was even better. It was probably the first time this week I was actually ok and laughing without effort. Thank you girls >.< I love you~~~ I can't wait when we will move in together so I will be able to say "bye bye" to lonely weekend evenings that I hate so much.
In school, many things was happening. A lot of work. I complained so much about my boss/professor that I have no energy to complain more. But it was extremely musy. Plus this week I was totallu unable to do anything creative so it wasn't helping. Tomorrow I have to finish one project... but morning - church, afternoon - movie (YAY1), evening - aero-dance (ok some kind of dancing aerobics). I was planning on morning yoga class... but I guess I will need to reschedule finishing the project for that time =_=;;;;
I was jogging today again. It felt lighter, hehe. Tough I was so thristy I didn't reach 20 rounds as I wanted... I just needed to drink XD Well 17 is still good, right :P
And yeah, our Indian classmate is back. He brought some good sweets, but lost his good manners again. It's nice to say I lost weight and it shows... but it's not a topic I would like a guy to dig in. Like how many kg I lost, how many more I plan to loose and so on. It's just bad to ask this stuff. Ah... but it surely felt like HE is back.
But soon two our classmates leave for India for 3 months. I'm kind of sad, I know I will miss them, but I hope they will have fun. And that they will be safe XD and won't step in cows/goat or any poo, hehe.
I just need make it my mantra "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", ...
Wish me luck~
Muka
In school, many things was happening. A lot of work. I complained so much about my boss/professor that I have no energy to complain more. But it was extremely musy. Plus this week I was totallu unable to do anything creative so it wasn't helping. Tomorrow I have to finish one project... but morning - church, afternoon - movie (YAY1), evening - aero-dance (ok some kind of dancing aerobics). I was planning on morning yoga class... but I guess I will need to reschedule finishing the project for that time =_=;;;;
I was jogging today again. It felt lighter, hehe. Tough I was so thristy I didn't reach 20 rounds as I wanted... I just needed to drink XD Well 17 is still good, right :P
And yeah, our Indian classmate is back. He brought some good sweets, but lost his good manners again. It's nice to say I lost weight and it shows... but it's not a topic I would like a guy to dig in. Like how many kg I lost, how many more I plan to loose and so on. It's just bad to ask this stuff. Ah... but it surely felt like HE is back.
But soon two our classmates leave for India for 3 months. I'm kind of sad, I know I will miss them, but I hope they will have fun. And that they will be safe XD and won't step in cows/goat or any poo, hehe.
I just need make it my mantra "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", "don't think too much", ...
Wish me luck~
Muka