Mar 13, 2007 21:19
I'm so confused with my life at the moment. I broke up with Taylor on Sunday. I told him we should take a break until he figures out what's important to him in his life. I'm tired of being treated like shit by everyone. My friends, my boyfriend, everyone. I'm not sure what to do because I love them all so much and I don't want to lose them. But, I'm so tired of feeling left out. Of feel betrayed. Feeling lied to. There's no point anymore. They all make me feel like shit. They put me down and make it seem alright that they do it. And when I bring it up to them they flat out deny it or say they don't remember. Whatever. I'm done with it. Honestly, I can't take it. Why does it always have to be like this.