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each day im getting better. each day im getting back to who i was. and im regaining the strength and courage that i lost in these past months. im not movin on cuz i hate you. im movin on cuz i realized that this is the best way to love you. i have to care from you from a distance, cuz we destroy each other when we're near - not out of intention but because we don't know what to do with these feelings.
i would never pity you or feel sorry for you. u are ur own man, and that's not wut u need from me. u create ur own destiny. its not fate, its ur own personal will and initiative. i have faith in you because i have seen you get through things already. i will always believe in you. if anything, u inspire me to work and live harder.
i imagine the day that things settle, and we can see things clearly. i imagine that simple life we imagined in the mountains of Laos or the islands of Philippines. no money. no work, no medical bills, no vices. just you and me and our family. living within our means. i'll put that away as imagination, and wishful thinking that was fun at the moment. and ill remember those positive memories of you.
i must say, at times, i fear the worse for you. not just as your partner, but as your friend. but i trust ull take care of yourself. im going to have to trust that.
and in those toughest moments that you might feel lonely or afraid, please remember that i love you and care for you unconditionally. you are the love of my life, and i only wish the best for you. when you're feeling sad or when you miss your baby girl, remember that you're her pa and that you gave her the opportunity to live, and deep inside she loves you too.
its goin to take me time. day by day. me finding me. u finding who u are. let's both regain strength and courage. always fight ok baby? always fight.
i would never pity you or feel sorry for you. u are ur own man, and that's not wut u need from me. u create ur own destiny. its not fate, its ur own personal will and initiative. i have faith in you because i have seen you get through things already. i will always believe in you. if anything, u inspire me to work and live harder.
i imagine the day that things settle, and we can see things clearly. i imagine that simple life we imagined in the mountains of Laos or the islands of Philippines. no money. no work, no medical bills, no vices. just you and me and our family. living within our means. i'll put that away as imagination, and wishful thinking that was fun at the moment. and ill remember those positive memories of you.
i must say, at times, i fear the worse for you. not just as your partner, but as your friend. but i trust ull take care of yourself. im going to have to trust that.
and in those toughest moments that you might feel lonely or afraid, please remember that i love you and care for you unconditionally. you are the love of my life, and i only wish the best for you. when you're feeling sad or when you miss your baby girl, remember that you're her pa and that you gave her the opportunity to live, and deep inside she loves you too.
its goin to take me time. day by day. me finding me. u finding who u are. let's both regain strength and courage. always fight ok baby? always fight.