[en] More to life than this?
It's 00:21,
my head is about to explode. I spent 4 hours coding a stupid effect that ended up looking bad... So much maths for a such an horrible result!
My capacity to spend huge amount of time on very uninteresting things is quite unbelievable. Maybe am I confusing creativity with productivity. Maybe should I stop. Maybe am I too weak to stop it intentionnally. In fact i dont know, i haven't taken the time to make a step back and analyse my current feelings since long. I dont even know if i'm doing fine. Lets guess i am.
A little Pastis wasn't helpfull tonite and so wasn't the music.
I tried to open my window to take some fresh air and eventually inspect my neighborhood (yesterday the young couple living in the opposite was doing some home bodybuilding in pants, it looked hilarous! Play guitar, smoke weed and do sport sounds incompatible to me). But Paris is getting cold and I hope I wont, open the window is a true adventure. I'm from the south, i need a minimum of sun and heat (at least at daytime;) !!!
Anyway, my bed is calling, why should i fight any longer?
my head is about to explode. I spent 4 hours coding a stupid effect that ended up looking bad... So much maths for a such an horrible result!
My capacity to spend huge amount of time on very uninteresting things is quite unbelievable. Maybe am I confusing creativity with productivity. Maybe should I stop. Maybe am I too weak to stop it intentionnally. In fact i dont know, i haven't taken the time to make a step back and analyse my current feelings since long. I dont even know if i'm doing fine. Lets guess i am.
A little Pastis wasn't helpfull tonite and so wasn't the music.
I tried to open my window to take some fresh air and eventually inspect my neighborhood (yesterday the young couple living in the opposite was doing some home bodybuilding in pants, it looked hilarous! Play guitar, smoke weed and do sport sounds incompatible to me). But Paris is getting cold and I hope I wont, open the window is a true adventure. I'm from the south, i need a minimum of sun and heat (at least at daytime;) !!!
Anyway, my bed is calling, why should i fight any longer?