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Saturday was great. Irish festival and a great afternoon at Lifetime swimming with Ama.
I'm getting so bored with Facebook. God.
Yesterday was not so good. I just keep telling myself that rough days will happen. I know this. Still...it felt like a waste of a beautiful day. The highlight was my first personal training session. It is interesting to me to recognize how the areas of weakness in my body reflect my personality so well. It is literal and metaphoric to state that my extremities and exterior are strong yet my core is weak. Strong on the outside yet ignoring the necessity of nurturing my inner strength. My illness this year is another reflection of that. Running 2 miles the night before going into cardiac arrest. How fitting for my state of mind.
But I'm fixing it this time. I'm getting too old, the stakes too high, to put it off any longer. It must be a priority for my long-term vitality.
I'm getting so bored with Facebook. God.
Yesterday was not so good. I just keep telling myself that rough days will happen. I know this. Still...it felt like a waste of a beautiful day. The highlight was my first personal training session. It is interesting to me to recognize how the areas of weakness in my body reflect my personality so well. It is literal and metaphoric to state that my extremities and exterior are strong yet my core is weak. Strong on the outside yet ignoring the necessity of nurturing my inner strength. My illness this year is another reflection of that. Running 2 miles the night before going into cardiac arrest. How fitting for my state of mind.
But I'm fixing it this time. I'm getting too old, the stakes too high, to put it off any longer. It must be a priority for my long-term vitality.