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Jun 09, 2004 03:59

I don't know what I want. I don't know what I think. I don't know whats going to happen. I don't know where I'll be. I don't know who will be there. I do know that I'm going to make an effort not to try and figure it out anymore. I'm done trying to do that. All it brings me is bewilderment and thats never any good anymore.

I'm done. I don't need to set perimeters, I don't need it anyway...Since I feel like a hypocrit when I think about this though, I've also decided to stop smoking. I have 4 or 5 cigs left and thats it. After this, I'm done. Hopefully this abstinance will last longer than the other attemps...Sorry if I offend anyone within the next couple weeks. I'm apologizing ahead, so please don't take anything too seriously...unless I'm serious...then do take it seriously...look I'm getting flustered just thinking about quitting...

I hate shopping for things I don't want to buy. I'm just perfectly happy in my t-shirts and jeans. Its me. Everyone should just deal.
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