Weird. 2 years later.

[alkalineminion]

I felt like writing something down somehwere today to try to get things off of my chest. I didn't want to write it on myspace because I know how all the feinds check it religiously. I know because I am one of them. It is easter Sunday 2007 and I've been through so much in the last 2 years. It's almost rediculous. I reread the last couple of entries before I wrote this. I was pathetic, for no reason. Now I have a reason, not to be pathetic but a reason to be very apathetic. I've been through so much in the past 2 years. I have a completely new set of friends. I hang out with the people who I wanted to before when I was in the band but felt left out in the band. It's working out very well. I have loved and lost within the past year. Probably the best year of my life. Felicia was an amazing girl, I'm so glad that I met her and I'm glad that we were together for so long. We aren't speaking right now but I know eventually we will and everything will get back to normal. I had another gf she wasn't what I was looking for. I'm on the prowl again right now. I really miss felicia but shes up to no good as of right now. I figure she has to make her bad decisions sometime. So fuck it. I listen to at least one good life album a day now. I have been like this for about 3 weeks, I think it's a good change. I really relate to how everything is going on in Tim Kasher's lyrics. I have a lot of homework and I don't feel like doing any of it. I have English off this week so I might get to it tuesday. Blind dates are lame and I went on one on friday. She was cute. I'm playing hard to get. She likes 2 other guys so I figure ill let them mess around with her head until she realizes im cool. I want a girl to make me a mixtape. I have a huge crush on this girl at school but nothing is coming of that because she avoids me at all costs. Fuck that man. Life is to short to be avoided and still have a crush. I'm looking forward to this summer, and the warped tour. lol
Looking forward to watching my cousins house in a couple weeks and looking forward to bright eyes and Ben gibbard as well.