Updates
I guess i havent updated in a while and i feel crappy because of that, when i started this thing i thought i was gonna write in it everyday...didn't happen. My life is just too boring to keep a journal and depress people with reading it. So the past week has been fun, just hanging out with the normal kids and we (at least i) started hanging out with even more kids, i already knew them but just never really hung out. They are some really cool guys and girl(s). Hanging out in a really big group is sometimes overwhelming. For instance, not having enough chairs in ones basement to make everyone comfortable, i feel crappy when i have a chair and someone else doesn't so i think next time that happens im going to give my chair up for a worthy cause. Another reason hanging out in big groups is amazingly fun, when your driving someplace and you have people following you its the best thing ever when your in one of the front two cars and you at least have 3 cars following you just kind of look back and see all the cars trying to follow you exactly by passing and weaving in and out of other cars. I've kind of given up on the whole girlfriend situation and im just gonna let the ladies come to me. I really dont think its going to work but i have my mind set on other more important thingsa right now. In an example a Car a job and a lisence in T-minus 3 days. Me and my dad are looking around for affordable cars for me. He gets to drive it to wrok and i get the car at 4 oclock. It works out pretty nice seeing ill only be stranded at home for 30 minutes after school starts up again. I think im gonna be a bad driver because of the wa all of my friends drive. I watch anderson drive and then i do thast when my dads in the car and hes like what the fuck are you doing?! Well yestarday i went downtown with jake to give money to Joe (Raise the Red Lantern) for the new serenity now shirts. I had intentions of buying clothes while i was down town but never got to it. We saw the giant bean, and the 2 clear waterfalls. The waterfalls were cool except for all the fat people taking their shirts off and going in, it was really gross. Im a big guy and i know to keep the shirt on. Kevin Smith quote "She started taking off my shirt and i started blowing out candles." Another thing big guys shouldn't do is crowd surf, warped tour rocked and i met Jorge and Fat mike but during taking back sunday it was really shiotty because there was this big guy crowd surfing and he kicked me in the head. and then there was this little kid that just feel through the crowd right before they did the whole braveheart thing. Hilarious. So back to yestarday, me and jake make the 410 train with a minute to spare and then we find bill on the train and talk to him for a while. Bill put his headphones on and everyone got quiet. We got off the train at 507 on the dot and looked around for kevin because he was supposed to pick us up, he didn't remeber to. So me and bill walked to my house and jake headed home. Im felt crappy because jake had to walk home instead of kevin giving him a ride but things will happen. So then i asked kevin if we could go to the mall. We went to subway before the mall under the impression anderson was working, the only reason i would ever buy a sandwhich for 4 dollars. Then we went to the mall, kevin was really quiet yestarday, it was kind of upsetting because kevins normally up beat and childish *dick fart jokes all the way* But we wentto the mall and i looked around for a nice couple pairs of pants and i was looked at strangely when i went into Express Men and American Eagle. I dont really care where the fuck i shop so none of the other people at those stores shoul either. I have money. so fuck off all you preppy ass fucks. I only bought pants there because they looked really nice and when you buy expensive pants they dont wear and tear easily. When you wear dickies they always get theose fuzzies on them and im not a big fan of the fuzzies. so i bought two pairs of pants and then i got this awesome white studded belt from the girls section in Pac Sun, another store i hate in the mall. I really can't stand going to the mall for anything because everything is overpriced. You can get the same DVD at best buy for 20 when its 26 at suncoast. The only time in my life when i liked the mall is when i used to play pokemon there with some really awesome kids on tuesdays and saturdays. Those are some life long friends right there *that was a cool plug for Lauren Amanda and Alvis, what have you done for me lately.* So im gonna get ready for the day and wear my awesome new outfit that i arranged last night. Things are moving up and im not concerned with the normal things that i previously concerned myself with to the apex of my being.