Jul 15, 2004 09:48
yeah, almost vomited at work last night like 20 times bet yall wanted to know that huh... it was all right towards the end of the night and me being the stubborn bastard that I am just sucked it up and kept working I was paler than a ghost when I got out of there looking pretty hollow but I feel better now so life is as good as it is going to get. I miss Danielle and it hasn't even been that long since I've last seen her it feels double or triple that length. I can't wait to get back to school so that I can just take a breather from everything but classes no stresses of living in my house working maybe every other weekend ya know not like everyday going between feeling so stressed out that you are making yourself sick and being ready to try to undermine the dish area so that all of the dishes break when it collapses ya know it just gets frustrating sometimes one of my coworkers came back last night and said something along the lines of die everybody die and by the end of the night I completely agreed with him... wow I hate my job, but that is exactly what it is a job not a life career right... God I hope so. well love to yall
semper amo te
Jon