A Static Lullaby- A song for a broken heart

[alkalineadam]

i feal so lost, withought a direction to go.
im upset, mad but for no reason.
im hert, but never was hert.
i feal alone, even no i have everyone.
if you were hear i would feal loved
but for now i feal numb. this last three
days has just been a blur. looking at places
i would rather burn. my family is happy
but i dont say a word. i would rather die then
live hear withought her. i miss her. i miss her
like hell and all i can emagine is her with someone
else. im not depressed yet not alive, i dont look
well not even on the outside. Two more days i think
to my self if it wasent for her i would wish the plane
fell. i have no idea what im going to do. we go to schools
toamrow but i told my dad i wouldent go, im not going their
im not leaving you. i have kept to my self this intire trip.
the accisonal phone calls and dreams is all i had i hoped u
were doing ok like you said. i mostly left and went for walks
and thought. i had your cd player and listend to our song.

yea that got some shit out. i want to come home. i hope you
had fun last night....and dont forget to breathe

Tonight I will sleep
with a gun in my mouth
Good night my love