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May 15, 2005 17:40

woow its been awile.
havent felt to good latly,
i miss my home. i miss everyone.
i have been fealing extremly lonly the
last few weeks. i got to go visit nicole
last weekend. it was the best. i had the most
amazing time. it hurts to leave something you
love. school is almost over. i cant wait till
i can go out to michigan. i hope it all works out.
im working as much as i can so i can have some money
becasue im almost broke at the moment. If been fealing
very stressed out with work and school and how i been
fealing latly. sometimes i wish i could just rewind
my life like 10 months. the last 10 months have been
the best part of my life. i had so many amazing friends
and had such a amazing girlfreind. i still have those
amazing freinds and that amazing girlfriend but i miss
them like hell. I dont feal my self latly. i dont
feal the same withouth them. someone could go crazy
not being alone. its so hard being away from nicole.
i miss her more and more every single day. summer
is coming closer and closer and i cant wait. im going
to leave hear like the 14th. so i only have like a month left.
god i cant wait. i get so bored and lonly. i wish i was ok being by
my self. Its not good to be like this thou. Things might happen
that i am going to alone. im going to be lonly. being alone is
my bigest fear. i would do anything to go back to how things used
to be. i think i took it for granit. i had the best friends. I went
to a amazing school with amazing people in it. i miss walking down the
halls saying hi to everyone. i miss being able to drive to my grilfriends
house everyday. i miss everyhting. i feal empty inside.
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