(no subject)
Everybody ready for some emo action!?
well, it doesn't matter.
Today, was one of the worst days ever. Not because of the people I saw.
I can't stop feeling so horrible.I'm depressed.again.
This is a vicious cycle, a manic rollercoaster I'd be glad to be rid of.
When I'm happy, its usually genuine,but underneath it all I just I hurt so much.
I had a dream, it was just like columbine, except,
I was the killer.
And I saw all of you.and I killed you all, and I was happy.
That scares me. I've been thinking I want to die.
That scares me too.
Because I know I'm dead serious.
I have no secrets, nothing to deny.
I supose I could've let you all read this, not that you would care.
I know its bad ,but that was all I could think of or I wouldnt be able to pretend today that I was perfect.
Ahem.
well, it doesn't matter.
Today, was one of the worst days ever. Not because of the people I saw.
I can't stop feeling so horrible.I'm depressed.again.
This is a vicious cycle, a manic rollercoaster I'd be glad to be rid of.
When I'm happy, its usually genuine,but underneath it all I just I hurt so much.
I had a dream, it was just like columbine, except,
I was the killer.
And I saw all of you.and I killed you all, and I was happy.
That scares me. I've been thinking I want to die.
That scares me too.
Because I know I'm dead serious.
I have no secrets, nothing to deny.
I supose I could've let you all read this, not that you would care.
I know its bad ,but that was all I could think of or I wouldnt be able to pretend today that I was perfect.
Ahem.