Take a break? My emotions don't know how to 'take a break'...
Yeah, so pretty much all I've got to say now is that me and Alex are... 'taking a break.'
The way I see it, that was just a nice way of saying "Fuck you Brittany, I never want to see you again, bitch." But I could be wrong. All I know is that I've been totally miserable. But if its what he wants, then I'll just have to live with it. I just don't know if I could ever get back together with him. "Taking a break" always makes getting back together so weird. Never worked out for me the second time.
So other than that, I've come to the conclusion that (aside from maybe getting back together with Alex down the line... if he's planning on it), I'm done with the whole.. dating thing. Sure, its fun while it lasts, but the end result isn't worth it. Sooo... if Alex really just plans on getting his head together and then trying again... he better be damn serious about it. Cuz I'm not going to get back together with someone thats gonna change their mind a week later and dump me again. That is just plain fucking cruel.
Got that new Tommy Lee CD yesterday. My love for that man... haha. He might be old and greasy and kinda weird... and distubing, but I love him now.
Other than that... my birthday is soon, so I'm just trying to look forward to that, and seeing everyone again at school. Cuuuz.. I'm going to Sultan this year. Just figured Snohomish would be too much trouble for me. And I wouldn't be able to do school, horseback riding, a job, and possibly a boyfriend, all at once. Cuz I'd have about an hour and a half (at least!) on the bus each day. Sucky.
Oh well... I'm going to go back to feeling sorry for myself again. Bai.
The way I see it, that was just a nice way of saying "Fuck you Brittany, I never want to see you again, bitch." But I could be wrong. All I know is that I've been totally miserable. But if its what he wants, then I'll just have to live with it. I just don't know if I could ever get back together with him. "Taking a break" always makes getting back together so weird. Never worked out for me the second time.
So other than that, I've come to the conclusion that (aside from maybe getting back together with Alex down the line... if he's planning on it), I'm done with the whole.. dating thing. Sure, its fun while it lasts, but the end result isn't worth it. Sooo... if Alex really just plans on getting his head together and then trying again... he better be damn serious about it. Cuz I'm not going to get back together with someone thats gonna change their mind a week later and dump me again. That is just plain fucking cruel.
Got that new Tommy Lee CD yesterday. My love for that man... haha. He might be old and greasy and kinda weird... and distubing, but I love him now.
Other than that... my birthday is soon, so I'm just trying to look forward to that, and seeing everyone again at school. Cuuuz.. I'm going to Sultan this year. Just figured Snohomish would be too much trouble for me. And I wouldn't be able to do school, horseback riding, a job, and possibly a boyfriend, all at once. Cuz I'd have about an hour and a half (at least!) on the bus each day. Sucky.
Oh well... I'm going to go back to feeling sorry for myself again. Bai.