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what the fuck has happened to my life. everything, EVERYTHING is just falling apart more and more, and the more i try to make everything better or whatever the more everything sucks. i honestly cannot remember a time when something i wanted to happen or do went 100% good or actually worked at fucking all. and i'm not just making this up or just trying to fucking pity myself or some shit. everything fucking sucks and nothing ever fucking works out. so yeah i may be fucking bitching but i have nothing else to fucking do and what does it matter everything will just fall the fuck apart anyway so dont even fucking bother trying to tell me things will get better or whatever. fuck this