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the past few weeks have been ok. i had the flu. then it was feburary break. then nofx. then a global threat and strike anywhere. nofx was ok agt/strike anywhere was fucking awesome. this week was ok. but shit sucks. i hate feeling the way i am. it just feels like everyone has someone to talk to all the time or everyone has a best friend or whatever and it just feels like im always left. but the more peopele im around the more alone i feel. like everyones having all these conversations and im just completly left out of everything weather they mean it or not it just happens and it makes you feel like shit. on top of that i have the worst feeling ever and i have no idea what im gonna do about it. and like that wasnt enough, im more confused than ever about everything. my mind is a mess and i gotta start doing college shit. i cant fucking wait til may though. i take the sat. tutors stop. prom. i turn 17. get my lisence. and shits over. but still everything fucking sucks