dont let the world bring you down, not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Which Family Guy character are you?
yeah thats pretty much me, save for the female part, definatly not a female.
anyways...remember why you came and why your alive.
i dont know what i cam e on here to write about. probably something sweet. mmmmmmmmmmm......oh yeah i remember this one show i went to at mad planet in milwaukee. it was probably one of the sweetest shows i've been to. mad planet is this small bar and 4 bands played that night. it was vaux, christensen, my chemical romance and a static lullaby was "headlining". it was awesome because there were only 30, maybe 40 people there. i couldn't believe it. the stage was maybe a foot off the ground and we were right in front, it was so awesome. gerard smelled like shit, cig's and booze. delightful comination when he is right in your face grabbing your hair. and when ASL played on the last song i believe the singer pulled andy on the stage and then he dive a semi stage dive off. it was sweet, then this large weird guy just jumped on stage and started screaming the part of the song in the guitarists mic. it was funny as hell. wow. chris said he saw gerard run to the bathroom and he said he threw up. gerard came up to him while ASL was playing and said he was sorry for the scene. it's crazy how nice he is chris said. i wish there were more shows like that nowadays.
i had mama mia's pizza tonight with my family it was good. i also saw chris there with his mom and dad.
god damn i want an iPod.
HOTDAMN! i dont know i just felt like saying that.
someone help me with my head, it feels like its gonna explode.
theres this part at the end of one of from first to last's songs where the singer screams "shake it like a salt shaker" it funny.
maybe i just need closure.
but if you won't even look at me, why should i care?
i don't know. thats the thing, i've found i do.
it's killing me inside, when i see you my heart skips a beat,
it sounds cliche, but its true.
i thought i had forgotten what was us,
but the thought has hit me like baseball on a bat.
you were a homerun, but i struck out,
i didn't seem to think i could run the bases.
now i know, you were the best pitch that i could've asked for,
and i'll never get another at bat.
im too scared to step up to the plate,
but i need another chance at this, i need to redeem myself,
"the team" has already found a replacement,
and im left in free agency by my own fault.
i thought i was right, for letting that pitch go,
i was so wrong, but im not asking for your pitty,
and im not here to say im sorry,
im here to say that i was wrong.
you were everything i could have asked for.
now its time to move on.
i just thought of that right now.
whatever, now i must go.
mad love, Randy/