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so youd think that murder by death was some harcore band but quite the contrary i guess. but thats not a bad thing. they are mostly sweet intrumentals with a little singing here and there. its sweeet. so learned how to make people pass out. and ive had it done to me. its sweet. you only pass out for a couple seconds but its sweet. okay first you stand up and bend over and brethe in and out deep and heavily then stand up really fast agianst a wall and have someone push you on your neck like they are choking you but they arent, then you just pass out then you wke up and dont know where you are and its like you were just on drugs or something. its funny.it makes you tired too. so im not going to twirp cause no one asked me but i dont really care. i think im going to do something with people when its over though. dude i just got a sweet shirt. anyways. whoa pitt is beating syracuse with liek 5 min. left. i hope they pull the upset even thosgh hakim warrick is the shit. god i hate ashlee simpson. stupid whore. she has the worst voice i have ever heard in the world. well wellwell.
random song lyrics ... ready ... go!
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I didnt mean to make you feel out of place by the comments on your clothing or the makeup on your face. i didnt mean to preempt the chase. your'e the drama queen of every scene perfectly out of place only cynicism can get through to you. expand the image, up the insults negativism through and through all of this pretendingmakes me feel a bit confused. you've spent your life losing yourself and now your marked as used. so you cry yourself to sleep on your blanket of snow with your tiara of barbie doll heads and your arms crossed for a pillow. if you can't make up your mind just how different you should be reorganize your priorities to expect more sympathy.
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production line chasing mechanical dreams
i'm not just a number
balances gaining interest but who yields the profit
can you measure a man by the line of his credit
i'm worth more than the sum of my parts
equations don't add up
heed this warning don't go chasing
american dreams ripping at the seams
work lies sex love fear hate friendship
in fifty years you'll be in the ground
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relearn to feel
somewhere i forgot about the feeling
if feelings make us human than what am i
get ready a change is coming
i am reprogrammed
almost human now stop
i've got a gun
halt the process
duck and run
not quite human but this weapon is loaded
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200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at all
There nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name.
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"Take it or leave it." Where the words you chose over mine. So much reminds me of you and I miss your smile. 10.01 and this night is gone. I spent it ill while the world moves on. If time alone were the brush that paints with solace and misfortunate, my life would be a work of art. And I've seen this all before. Things shouldn't have gone this far. We shouldn't have gotten so close. But what made me believe? Was it the girl who made him forget all he's know. Every time he looked into her eyes. Or was it the boy who decided to give up his heart, and run away. Today is gone, tomorrow is mine but I'm still alone. (Keep breathing, keep dreaming, and keep singing for you). Bleeding out so much more, spilling blood since you've left. If I had a second chance id live a life waiting to death. So I walk to the store. I spent a buck fifty in quarters to buy the ring you said you liked, cause I'm thinking of you now. Now I drive to the coast. The place where I drown all my fears. Let the water set me free. I'm screaming can you hear? Or is this the end of everything I loved? Are we destined for more? Why can't you look me in the eyes and tell me what you want to. I know you want to so bad! But I've seen this all before. Things shouldn't have gone this far. We shouldn't have gotten so close. What made me believe? It was you who made me forget all that I've known. Every time I looked into your eyes. And it was me who decided to give up my heart and run away. Today is gone, tomorrow is mine, but I'm still alone.
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okay so that was a long one.
mad love,
randy
random song lyrics ... ready ... go!
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I didnt mean to make you feel out of place by the comments on your clothing or the makeup on your face. i didnt mean to preempt the chase. your'e the drama queen of every scene perfectly out of place only cynicism can get through to you. expand the image, up the insults negativism through and through all of this pretendingmakes me feel a bit confused. you've spent your life losing yourself and now your marked as used. so you cry yourself to sleep on your blanket of snow with your tiara of barbie doll heads and your arms crossed for a pillow. if you can't make up your mind just how different you should be reorganize your priorities to expect more sympathy.
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production line chasing mechanical dreams
i'm not just a number
balances gaining interest but who yields the profit
can you measure a man by the line of his credit
i'm worth more than the sum of my parts
equations don't add up
heed this warning don't go chasing
american dreams ripping at the seams
work lies sex love fear hate friendship
in fifty years you'll be in the ground
-----------
relearn to feel
somewhere i forgot about the feeling
if feelings make us human than what am i
get ready a change is coming
i am reprogrammed
almost human now stop
i've got a gun
halt the process
duck and run
not quite human but this weapon is loaded
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200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at all
There nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name.
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"Take it or leave it." Where the words you chose over mine. So much reminds me of you and I miss your smile. 10.01 and this night is gone. I spent it ill while the world moves on. If time alone were the brush that paints with solace and misfortunate, my life would be a work of art. And I've seen this all before. Things shouldn't have gone this far. We shouldn't have gotten so close. But what made me believe? Was it the girl who made him forget all he's know. Every time he looked into her eyes. Or was it the boy who decided to give up his heart, and run away. Today is gone, tomorrow is mine but I'm still alone. (Keep breathing, keep dreaming, and keep singing for you). Bleeding out so much more, spilling blood since you've left. If I had a second chance id live a life waiting to death. So I walk to the store. I spent a buck fifty in quarters to buy the ring you said you liked, cause I'm thinking of you now. Now I drive to the coast. The place where I drown all my fears. Let the water set me free. I'm screaming can you hear? Or is this the end of everything I loved? Are we destined for more? Why can't you look me in the eyes and tell me what you want to. I know you want to so bad! But I've seen this all before. Things shouldn't have gone this far. We shouldn't have gotten so close. What made me believe? It was you who made me forget all that I've known. Every time I looked into your eyes. And it was me who decided to give up my heart and run away. Today is gone, tomorrow is mine, but I'm still alone.
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okay so that was a long one.
mad love,
randy