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I shouldn't have told Manu about how sick I am of this lady, but I just couldn't helped it. I never say anything else about her because I know that what she needs is to stop thinking she's around. I don't want Juan to think I'm messing things more than they are either. I just hope we can get through next Tuesday because then he will understand that things are getting better, and he will be happy again, and he will erase that thought of his about me liking him because it's not true at all. On the other hand...I discovered something yesterday, something that always happens...the guy I like likes someone else. No big deal!!! I'm still alive, but every day that passes by is one day less of the few that we have left together. No big deal!!! Who cares!!! Me??? I don't think sooooo (yes, I do care =( )