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so i'm doing fine. laughed harder than i think i've ever laughed the other day. been spending alot of time with my friends from work. i love with shorty now. not going so well. we are just friends but there's alot of drama involved right now. apparently i'm a hoe. never would of guessed that. have to confrount her on that later. women are bitches. i'm thinking about moving back in with dad. i'll have to drive to tyler every day to go to work but i miss having a stable environment. it would be cheaper but i don't want to say that i still live with my dad. living with shorty and slyina (her sister) is cheep but i don't want to live with a girl that i'm sleeping with. i've been there scence the accident and all but i'm missing my own space. i'm never at home any way i'm always out with people from work and stuff but stil. my back is stil fucked up. i start physical therapy tuesday and have to go three days a week for at least a month. that's going to be fun. it sucks to work but i have to pay my bills. i'm pretty sure no one reads this any more so i'm ranbilling bc i'm bored and can't sleep. i'm kinda missing some people right now. it sucks. i hate it when it's quiet at night and you have alot on your mind.
nina lives in austin and wants me to mvoe up there with her. it would be a great opertunity for me but i'm not sure if i want to leave my friends at work. i hate wal mart but i love the people i work with. they have been here with me so much lately. hell they are basically supporting me until pay day right now because i didnt' get a paycheck last pay day because i missed so much work. i know i could get a better job in austin and it would be nice to be in a city that has some sort of gay population. lol it's like the underground railroad here. i don't knwo though. i don't want to leave my dad also. he kinda needs me but i know he'll never say it. i'll figure somenthing out though.
i don't think i'm going to join the army like origionally planned. just doesn't feel right at this point and time. plus i've got alot of therapy to go though on my back before i'll be ready for basic and i don't really want to fuck my back up again. it's going to take awhile to get my body back to the way it was before the wreck and i really don't want to have to go through all this all over again. plus i'm kinda not wanting to leave my friends and my dad. i have no more family.
joe fucked me over so hard core on bills and shit. i was giving him money to pay the bills all of them, not just my half, and he wasn't paying them. last i heard he didn't have water or electricity. i can't/couldn't live like that. there's just alot of family drama going on right now and so my dad and mymom and tim and my grandparents are my only family right now.
k no one reads this so i'm gonna stop.
nina lives in austin and wants me to mvoe up there with her. it would be a great opertunity for me but i'm not sure if i want to leave my friends at work. i hate wal mart but i love the people i work with. they have been here with me so much lately. hell they are basically supporting me until pay day right now because i didnt' get a paycheck last pay day because i missed so much work. i know i could get a better job in austin and it would be nice to be in a city that has some sort of gay population. lol it's like the underground railroad here. i don't knwo though. i don't want to leave my dad also. he kinda needs me but i know he'll never say it. i'll figure somenthing out though.
i don't think i'm going to join the army like origionally planned. just doesn't feel right at this point and time. plus i've got alot of therapy to go though on my back before i'll be ready for basic and i don't really want to fuck my back up again. it's going to take awhile to get my body back to the way it was before the wreck and i really don't want to have to go through all this all over again. plus i'm kinda not wanting to leave my friends and my dad. i have no more family.
joe fucked me over so hard core on bills and shit. i was giving him money to pay the bills all of them, not just my half, and he wasn't paying them. last i heard he didn't have water or electricity. i can't/couldn't live like that. there's just alot of family drama going on right now and so my dad and mymom and tim and my grandparents are my only family right now.
k no one reads this so i'm gonna stop.