ghosts appear and fade away come back another day
will someone PLEASE tell me why in the name of fuck i am so exhausted tonight?? seriously. i am really curious. kthx.
finally watched this week's l word. would be really upset about the whole "tina wants a guy" thing, except that the filmmaker dude she's crushing on is TOTALLY hot, and i would pay good money to watch them make (fake tv show) sweet love. also: shane + strap-on = LOVE. no matter HOW pissed i am at her for cheating on carmen, that was some fucking hot-ass (fake tv show) sex.
also, i think i missed something on this week's the office. because i kinda didn't get it. i mean, i got it on an intellectual level, and i can see where it all would've been funny in theory. but i feel like something was off in the execution. which makes me very, very sad.
finally, i am currently downloading the grammys. it is the miracle of technology that allows me to even see an awards show that i completely forgot about until i was watching the tail-end of it muted on a tv in a crazy ghost world-esque 50s diner in midtown. have i mentioned lately how much i love these here internets? even with all of the false closeness and sense of security and trust and warmth and passion and emotion? cause i totally do.
and now i have somehow turned my one-line bitching about being exhausted into a full-blown entry, so i will bid you bonne nuit, mes cheries.
mwah!
~a
ps. yesterday's meme, anyone?? i don't have a single question yet. *poutpoutpout*
pps. do you have any idea how good detoxing feels? cleansing? purifying? eliminating the toxins from your life? i'm genuinely just plain loving it....no matter how lonely it may feel on occasion. :)
ETA: because the song came on, and it was just apropos of what i'm thinking at the moment...
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
finally watched this week's l word. would be really upset about the whole "tina wants a guy" thing, except that the filmmaker dude she's crushing on is TOTALLY hot, and i would pay good money to watch them make (fake tv show) sweet love. also: shane + strap-on = LOVE. no matter HOW pissed i am at her for cheating on carmen, that was some fucking hot-ass (fake tv show) sex.
also, i think i missed something on this week's the office. because i kinda didn't get it. i mean, i got it on an intellectual level, and i can see where it all would've been funny in theory. but i feel like something was off in the execution. which makes me very, very sad.
finally, i am currently downloading the grammys. it is the miracle of technology that allows me to even see an awards show that i completely forgot about until i was watching the tail-end of it muted on a tv in a crazy ghost world-esque 50s diner in midtown. have i mentioned lately how much i love these here internets? even with all of the false closeness and sense of security and trust and warmth and passion and emotion? cause i totally do.
and now i have somehow turned my one-line bitching about being exhausted into a full-blown entry, so i will bid you bonne nuit, mes cheries.
mwah!
~a
ps. yesterday's meme, anyone?? i don't have a single question yet. *poutpoutpout*
pps. do you have any idea how good detoxing feels? cleansing? purifying? eliminating the toxins from your life? i'm genuinely just plain loving it....no matter how lonely it may feel on occasion. :)
ETA: because the song came on, and it was just apropos of what i'm thinking at the moment...
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.