guh! i miss people.......
talking and talking and TALKING for hours. random shopping in random stores and ending up doing nothing so beautifully.
jenna, tonight was a fantastic night. thank you. *hugs*
i need more people to TALK to. i've been trying to detox and internalize emotion (not in the bad way, in the way that makes it so that you actually *feel* what you're feeling rather than just analyze it from your numbness.....), which is good and right and well. but i miss the simple act of having a discussion. conversation about things more meaningful than the weather and work and disney music. i miss talking about things that have to do with me, but that are bigger than me too.
which brings us back to the subject. :)
now i have to get my ass to bed pronto so that i don't sleep through my alarm tomorrow......and i'm going to try not to worry about the fact that i didn't arrange a showering time with my brother, as i let my mother's cuntiness about the whole departure time thing roll right past me. *inhale....exhale....inhale....exhale....*
mwah!
~a
ps. jenna, it was the boy from e.t. (all grown up)! which i guess isn't someone "important", but is kinda amusing in its own way.... ;P
pps. if you give me your new gmail, i'll send you the jenny lewis cd..... :)
jenna, tonight was a fantastic night. thank you. *hugs*
i need more people to TALK to. i've been trying to detox and internalize emotion (not in the bad way, in the way that makes it so that you actually *feel* what you're feeling rather than just analyze it from your numbness.....), which is good and right and well. but i miss the simple act of having a discussion. conversation about things more meaningful than the weather and work and disney music. i miss talking about things that have to do with me, but that are bigger than me too.
which brings us back to the subject. :)
now i have to get my ass to bed pronto so that i don't sleep through my alarm tomorrow......and i'm going to try not to worry about the fact that i didn't arrange a showering time with my brother, as i let my mother's cuntiness about the whole departure time thing roll right past me. *inhale....exhale....inhale....exhale....*
mwah!
~a
ps. jenna, it was the boy from e.t. (all grown up)! which i guess isn't someone "important", but is kinda amusing in its own way.... ;P
pps. if you give me your new gmail, i'll send you the jenny lewis cd..... :)