o dear
well since im stuck at home, i might as well do this. lets see, so friday night when i was at fraggle rock party with everyone i felt my throat closing up, then my nose started running and i got nausous. i figured it was just really dusty from my allergies. saturday night my throat didnt hurt but i had a major sinus infection. like the headache under the eyes and all around ur head, and of course the god awful runny nose. sunday i felt like such crap. the nose stopped a little but my throat started to hurt soo bad and i sneezed non-stop. monday morning i woke up and couldnt get out of bed nor could i talk, i definitly lost my voice. literally my entire body ached, i felt like i was 70. and to top it off, i couldnt swallow. i could feel my throat from the outside getting swollen. so i stayed home, and by the end of the day it got better. i even finished those terrible bio questions. i thought i was going to school tuesday. but o boy was i wrong. i woke up this morning and it was teh worse its been in a while. my nose was totally crusty from dried up snot and my throat hurt so freakin bad. i actually started crying. my throat hasnt hurt this bad since i had my wisdom teeth taken out. so at 2 my mom and i went to the docters and turns out my freakin tonsils are infected. all the drainage from my nose went down to my throat and infected them so they are like 3 times the size they should be. and its super gross cuz all i feel is this mucus layer in the back of my throat. it sux so bad. my voice is coming back but it still hurts to talk.
so i got medicine and he said it should take 24 hrs and i should b back to school on thursday. im so bummed cuz i was doing sooo good in school this semester and now im gona be behind, i think that upsets me the most. gosh im such a nerd. so tomorro i get to go to st.marys in the morning and get my blood taken to figure out while i keep passing out every morning. o ya, so for the past like 6 years about 3 times a week i will wake up and my legs will go numb and my eyes will go fuzzy and i will collapse. its just great. i think its low blood sugar, but we are finally gettin it checked out cuz yesterday i did it again and got really bad rug burn on my knees from falling on the carpet :[. so basically this week couldnt have been worse. this weekend will just be a whole bunch of makin up homework.
but the worst part is, is that i missed my appt with my phsycologist and im so damn lonely. im in my room all day and there is no one to talk to. my bitch sister keeps telling me im "lazy" and if i had the strength i wouldfuckin punch her face out. but i cant cuz i cant stand up for too long *embarassing* so aarons with his friends today so he cant keep me company. alison is at play/poms and jeremy is eating so he said he would call me back. basically my last hope for someone to sit around with me. everyone else is too out of the way.
good thing tho..since i cant swallow, i cant eat....so i weight 119 now. yay? another long entry...sorry.