lord you are always right....
when i think of you, you make me puke......
i just dont understand i will never have the time to find what i truly need. i am happy for right now the truth is though i can be ALOT happier, i mean all the fun times with friends all the times with the people i hang out wit. My "business" all the shit ya know, i can do it all and not be truly happy i can have all the money in the world right now and still not be completely happy. No doubt more money would help and shit, but its not going to fix the shit i got goin on and how i need to be happy. i dont know i dont care any more look these people need to go down know that.....im not going to stop, till i fuck some peoples shit up hardcore and if you read this shit YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! fuck it i mean really cat started talkin to me again......she wants me to hang out with juss me and her i dont get what ppl dont understand i just wanna hang and im not gonna try to make "special" plans. im sorry but i make alot plans with people and you know something, i have SHIT for memory and its just getting worse bc i had yet ANOTHER concusion........ i dont get it when i make plans i dont sit here and say HEY you dont get along so i have to ditch you I FUCKING hate that. o well how are people suppose to know if i dont tell them.......
sorry just ranting ppl dont mean to offend anyone just shit that is on my mind at this point and time, i just got offened like 10 min ago and i just dont get how someone can say they care about you but treat you like you dont matter.......o well what can you do.
"this is a long road, i been hurt, i been killed inside, i been brutalized, but what hurts most is when you lie to sit here and make me die inside..."
i just dont understand i will never have the time to find what i truly need. i am happy for right now the truth is though i can be ALOT happier, i mean all the fun times with friends all the times with the people i hang out wit. My "business" all the shit ya know, i can do it all and not be truly happy i can have all the money in the world right now and still not be completely happy. No doubt more money would help and shit, but its not going to fix the shit i got goin on and how i need to be happy. i dont know i dont care any more look these people need to go down know that.....im not going to stop, till i fuck some peoples shit up hardcore and if you read this shit YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! fuck it i mean really cat started talkin to me again......she wants me to hang out with juss me and her i dont get what ppl dont understand i just wanna hang and im not gonna try to make "special" plans. im sorry but i make alot plans with people and you know something, i have SHIT for memory and its just getting worse bc i had yet ANOTHER concusion........ i dont get it when i make plans i dont sit here and say HEY you dont get along so i have to ditch you I FUCKING hate that. o well how are people suppose to know if i dont tell them.......
sorry just ranting ppl dont mean to offend anyone just shit that is on my mind at this point and time, i just got offened like 10 min ago and i just dont get how someone can say they care about you but treat you like you dont matter.......o well what can you do.
"this is a long road, i been hurt, i been killed inside, i been brutalized, but what hurts most is when you lie to sit here and make me die inside..."