"I feel like a big faker because I've been putting my life back together, and nobody knows."
sadly i didn't get home til sunday afternoon because the flight was over booked. we stayed at this hotel for the night and watched It's a Wonderful Life. good stuff.
i didn't see ryan at all. makes me sad because i really do love that boy,and after seeing someone nearly everyday and then having them go away and not seeing them for 3 months really isn't all that spectacular.
came home and did nothing, AM and mearameara stopped by..made my day. then i had to work after they told me not to, which wasn't awesome but i guess it was alright because it was so dead and we all just stood around and watched the rain outside. i went home and felt sick, so i just laid down and talked on the phone..
i never really wrote this down before and i never said anything about it either, but right now i want to. i saw something while i was away, and it was something that was so silly and so stupid to be upset about but it made me so upset. it made me stop and say, hey she was my best friend too..but maybe she just forgot, or maybe she just didnt need me anymore and that's okay i guess because things like that happen sometimes..people grow apart and find other friends that are maybe better then the ones you once thought were great. so, i hope your new friends are great
sometimes life just gets so busy that you can't find the time to talk or hang out. things just fall apart sometimes, and sometimes they simply fade away.i just think that's a sad thing, that's all.
RIP S&H
i didn't see ryan at all. makes me sad because i really do love that boy,and after seeing someone nearly everyday and then having them go away and not seeing them for 3 months really isn't all that spectacular.
came home and did nothing, AM and mearameara stopped by..made my day. then i had to work after they told me not to, which wasn't awesome but i guess it was alright because it was so dead and we all just stood around and watched the rain outside. i went home and felt sick, so i just laid down and talked on the phone..
i never really wrote this down before and i never said anything about it either, but right now i want to. i saw something while i was away, and it was something that was so silly and so stupid to be upset about but it made me so upset. it made me stop and say, hey she was my best friend too..but maybe she just forgot, or maybe she just didnt need me anymore and that's okay i guess because things like that happen sometimes..people grow apart and find other friends that are maybe better then the ones you once thought were great. so, i hope your new friends are great
sometimes life just gets so busy that you can't find the time to talk or hang out. things just fall apart sometimes, and sometimes they simply fade away.i just think that's a sad thing, that's all.
RIP S&H