Dec 10, 2004 04:18
I'm so sick and tired of comming last to everyone else. I have no idea why or what my purpose is when it comes to you anymore. If your just going to up and leave with your band for months at a time, why am I even here? Do you even want what we've planned? This means a lot to me, and I really don't want it to get put off. It just seems like they come first, and I get what's left over. I feel like shit, and I'm tired of it. You really need to make more time. Your band isn't your ONLY priority... believe it or not, this effects me too. I'm still here. You could at least plan your spare time with me, instead of going to them and making plans (which we both know you "hate") and then giving me what's left over... This isn't all about you. There's someone else's well being your not thinking of. Just your own.
- Cheyenne