Finally
Well, things are finally looking up for once in a long time. My life is back on track (for the most part), and I couldn't be happier. I hung out with Steve last night, and we had a long talk. We both understand each other better, and have worked out all of our misunderstandings, and problems. I know we've been pulling the whole "breaking up and getting back together" thing a lot lately, and frankly, I was getting tired of it, and tired of being hurt. Hopefully this time *as naieve as this may sound* will be the last of it. All that matters is the fact that we're able to communicate more maturly, and we're not so quick to go for each other's throat. We've had some pretty ugly fights, and when it all comes down to it, we were stupid and stubborn. But as of right now, things can only get better. We've had our time to cool off, and think rationally. 8 months is a long time to work on something, just let it go to shit, and I'll be damned if it ever does. We've worked so hard to stick around, and be there for one another when things weren't going so great, and despite our fights, and breakups, I think we'll be ok. We love each other, and as far as I'm concerned (as dumb as this may sound)if love brought us to it, love will help bring us through it. I'm never going to give up on him, and luckily he now knows that. Obviously I haven't yet, so there's no reason to think otherwise. I love you, and I'm here for you.