Sitting back and watching my life crumble before my eyes.
Have you ever just been sitting there and then BOOM! reality slaps you straight in the face?.....I am just freaking dying here!Every single one of my friendships is melting away to nothing.Some people more than others.Then with the one person.....yeah the friendship is pretty much nonexistant now.Then the person that I thought was my best friend has moved on because of new people who have come into her life.(I hate it when people dump friends they have had for years for people who they have known like a month!)Then right now I just cant keep my feelings straight....there are 3 guys that I mean I guess I like but in the world of Liz it's like boyfriend?....whats a boyfriend?I am sick of all my friends getting boyfriends and being happy and talking about them all the time and they dont know that they are hurting me when they do it.I mean I'm always the one that ends up being alone when we all go out in a group.Everybody is coupled off but me.I'm just tired of it.I just dont know what to do anymore.I just want to feel loved and I have a hard time getting to feel that way.It's just sumthin that I have always had problems with.....I want to be happy.I want my friends to be honest with me.I want my friends to stop dumping me for others.I want sumthin I just cant have.....